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Apparently I seem to have a great deal of time on my hands but what the heck. I get into these modes where I post and post some things that are relevant and profound other's fluff. It depends on my mood and humuer. At any rate I dunno. I feel still all a whirl emotionally though Erock told me not to worry too much. he is a cancer as is Siafu and he gave me an insight into Siafu's mindset as much as he could give. They are similar in some ways but not the same after all. Still my natural reaction is to turn into a Dark Elf, to be Mab of the Dark Winter Court and try to rid myself of these feelings... I mean to some degree for I do not like this process because of the fear. Yet Erock told me that one must be hurt sometimes. He actually quoted me in a convo we had some time past. And he is a s right now as I was with him back then. So I suppose I will be something else for the moment. I will take the risk and I will just try to see where this road with Siafu leads. Erock is right I am terribly emotional...But then it has been awhile too since I have fallen for someone and that says something too. I just need to sort out my feelings... That's all...