Friday, July 24, 2009

SO today E Lynn Harris an author who I have met personally and whose many books have touched my life and actually ehlped me deal with my sexuality died. He was only 54 years old. Aie Mon Dieu so many folkz leaving this world this summer what is the issue? Shessh!? At any rate I read his second book Just As I am, happened to pick it up at Barnes and Nobles when I was 18 believe it or not by a fluke! It ws then I undrstood that there was a world out there that looked like and me and loved like me. That I could maybe belong too. Years have passed since then and he of course wrote and published many more books and stories as well. However I can't simply believe he is gone. I Am thankful that I was able to read his work and thankful for the wonderful impression Mr. Harris left on me all those years ago back in Portland, OR. It was the first time I think I ever kinda gushed over a celeb, but not the last. Sic Maurice Jamal. But yeah... It is a tragedy and one I take note of here today.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Petit Kyon

Tween Kyon. That was not a good look for me yeah I know

Kyon and his relatives

Sak passe amours? It has been a bit hasn't it? Well I am back doing this thang and kinda reflecting. So let us see what do we have here? Classes are going well. I am in school and I have homework, papers due, projects to create, worskshops to attend. I am exhausted but I am loving it. I have gotten As on just about everything and that is wonderful. I still have a crap load of papers too write though and I am not so enthused about them but I can do it. I mean I am in the process of a major life change. Javiav and I are no longer friends. We had one last interchange around my schooling that hurt me so badly what he said that I simply have nothing left to say to him. End of discussion. I do not need a friend to act like some possesive emotionally abusive boyfriend. I have certainly no need for someone who tells me that what I endeavor to do will fail!So I axed that one, but I do miss him. Life is so much sometimes... Aie aie.

There are other things happening in my life which are not so fun. Granny Lucille my stepfather's mother, my Bajun Granny is dying. She has 2-6 mos to live so say the doctors. I hadn't tlaked to her much since I moved to Seattle so I when I found out the news I called her. She answered the phone and said...I'm starting to tear up. She said:
"Oh an answer to prayer!" And I started to loose it. We creid together. She is a beleiver in the Lord and she is not worried about the afterlife in any fashion but simply put she isn't ready to go. She wants to keep on living she said. We talked for a small amout of time, her lungs are being slowly eaten away so talking gets hard for her. I cried then. She had this cough and I could feel it racking her chest and I just wept. You see I do not want her to go either. At the same time she is a Black West Indian Women who is 89 years old and witnessed the swearing of the first Black President of the US. She has seen and been apart of extraordinary things and she has trully lwed a full life but still I hear her. Lord answer her prayer give her three more years. not for us, but for her. Please in your name Jesu....

Then Mama has pneumonia. I know it keeps getting better. I am taking all this in stride but as you can probably imagine it is hard to not be distracted by this when you are in school. See for my family or at least those connected with my Stepfather's family death seems to come in 3s. I am afraid that Mom could go and I am not ready to bury my mother. No one ever is I suppose but I am not at this point. To me she is eternal. And even though I know that all of us will one day be gone such a finality to our relationship in this way. Well it scares me. However I am praying and confident she at least will be alright.

Okay enough sadness another good thing is well maybe not good thing more like just thing...Males. Okay so I have met a guy I will call him Valas. He seems nice and he is attractive, stocky but attractive. Masculine but a church queen. I like him but I am so unsure of where this is going to or if I even want it to go anywhere. I swear I have to get out of this place and go where there are more males. I mean shoot can I find a guy like half of the guys whose blogs I subscribe 2 in Seattle? No not at all. Anyways Valas is kool we went to see the new Harry Potter Movie. It was not as good as the toehr onesa but it was still good. I even gave him some later on that night, hey we had been talking for a while and you know me, sometimes my second head thinks for me. So we are supposed to get together later on this week and I am thinking about him. Then there is Lee. Another male. I like him, we've made out and stuff but he is completely oblvious to things and I kinda want Lee but I dunno he can make me crazy with his ways. All men drive me crazy! Confound you males. You make me want you and you make me want to bash your heads in at the same time! ARRRGGGHHHH!!!! The aggravation. So who knows where this will go. Meanwhile mr. Flake the one fine super fine one who always makes dates with me but breaks em for whatever reason or can't seem to pick up his fucking phone sent me a message via BGC to call him. Yeah uhm no! I sent him a not so nice message letting him no my displeasure.

So that in a nutshell right now is my lfe and I wonder what road will it travel down now? Oh well it is an adventure and I love it and live it and what is more is that it is slowly improving. Be blessed everyone. Bissous!

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Sunday, July 05, 2009

Princess and The Frog Trailer High Definition

I can't wait for it to come out!

ACU 5 News Conference

This news conference and resulting decision seems like bullshit. This was a hate crime.

CNN: Was Navy Sailor Killed Because He Was Gay?

So I wonder how exactly this will play out. I hard about this yesterday and thought not another one. Apparently Homophobia is still very much alive and well.

So it is the Sunday and I am chillin at Erinn's watching him play Infamous which is a pretty good game. Still waiting around for this nigga and wondering if I should even bother. Last night we talked and he was all like I aint playing games but it seems like he is and stupid ones at that. Or he really is that sick and just not up to company. It could be that. The 4th was fun Erinn and I watched the fireworks and went out and I was dancing my ass off at RPlace and then Erinn got into some kinda funk and got mad and wanted to leave. Now honestly I think someone pissed him off but he still hasn't said anything. Whatever I've let it go. It wasn't like my night was spoiled I just wanted to know why he was so pissed off.
At any rate this was a good weekend but not all that I expected. I did not get invited to a barbecue and I dunno it was just kinda of a let down. Last weekend was alot more fun in my opinion.

And wouldn't you know it but I suppose since I am back in school my skin should begin to act up because I am starting to get a bit of a break out. Yeah 'cause I need zits in my life. My skin already oily as is it seems has been responding to unspoken worries and stressors and well you know. It seems in the area on and around my nose especially but not just there. One made an appearance on my cheek too. I despise acen. It is the bane of my existence. It was so much worse in high school and my early 20's but still it makes an impression. At any rate it is lovely outside and I am just lazing at my friend's because I can. As the traffic goes by I am aware of things like I am hungry, I am broke, and I am single. I am in school however so I am doing something constructive and productive. I do have some income coming in that I make do with the best I can. I am I suppose okay.

Then though there is this part of me that says God Kyon look at your life though. Your love life is a mess. If you get any it's usually going to be from you ex (which that does not happen all that much I might add), you're on pins and needles over a flake... A handsome, fine, big dicked, muscular versatile flake but a flake never the less... Aie Grand Met, my head is I suppose in a whirl. I can makes sometimes heads or tails of anything. Which I guess is okay, because even at 31 everything whether we as humans like it or not is not going to make sense. There is still going to be a certain amount of confusion. Less than in your 20's to be sure but it is still there. It's all about the steps you make.

Perhaps it is true what they say. As you older it seems like your problems or issues just have greater stakes than they did before. I can attest to the truth and significance of such a sentiment. Life though still in spite of the confusions is not bad I can't truly complain. Who would listen to me if I did anyways? Right you'd be reading it not listening!!! LOL! Oh yeah I know I kill me! But in all seriousness I am still pretty amped about school and I let that be the reason!

Well wish me a good Sunday folkz and y'all have a nice restful one yourself!

Saturday, July 04, 2009

So my little date for the weekend fell thru, ole boi apparently had bronchitis and it took a turn for the worse he had to go to the hospital so now he is stuck up at Swedish chillin' and gettin' better hopefully. In the meanwhile I just watched Harold and Kumar II and the Punisher both movies I've never seen and both were pretty good. We are simply waiting for the sun to fade so that we can start our plans for the evening. Had an okay day and last night was actually fun, so we shall see. I am actually a little excited about the night with the fireworks and all I mean who doesn't like pyrotechnics?! So with that all being said everyone have a safe and enjoyable 4th of July. Be blessed!!! A tout alors!

Friday, July 03, 2009

So let's see what do we have? Well we have 12 credits for the classes I am taking which are Advance Counseling, Behaviorial Management, Grant Writing, and Chemical Dependency and viol;ence. So far all the classes have gone well though I have home work already. I know homework sucks but hey you get what you get so I am not really complainning.

I spent a very frentic and crazy, drinking, and dancing Pride and I got to see my best friend Demond who finally came down to Seattle. We spent some time together and that was cool. Also saw my brother and that was just as good. God knows I ahdn't seen either of them in what felt like forever. Had a blast but didn't get none which I guess was okay but being single and kinda having a bunk love life I wanted to meet someone this Pride.

Which brings me to today so I have been talking with this man on the chatline. The brotha quite simply at least frm his pictures is fine. So I am supposed to meet him today and we're sup[posed to spend the weekend together kinda in the country which in the N@ aint to hard to do because the country is everywhere. So we shall see. Last time we were supposed to meet he flaked out on me so I shall see.

We had a nice convo on the phone and he called me this morning talking about he couldn't wait to see me so I dunno. It would be nice to finally meet someone and I am sexually attracted to him more so than I have been to to the others.... It's all so confusing.

The sun is shining today though and it is lovely today. The weather is wonderful 70 something degrees and I am just in the mood to enjoy the day. With whoever and whereever I go.

Well all is goping well so let's continue to hiope andp ray that things stay that way. Be blessed all of you et adieu.

Salut Mes Zamis Sak Passe!

Wassup Folkz this is me Kyon Saucier also known as Mr Kyon on A4A or Creole Elf on BGC.... Aww come on now like none of y'all are ever on those sites, yeah you are 'cause I've seen you... LOL!

Enter my world for a second... What? Huh? Well yes there are Black People in the NW and yes we have a vibrant culture up here. I mean naw Seattle aint Atlanta or NYC or DC or Chicago or any other city with a huge Black Population, but it's my home and there are few places as beautiful... Not too mention in all of the NW Seattle and Tacoma have the highest Black Population. So come on enter the world of Kyon....Yon Yon Yon.... Sigh. I was trying to make an echo sound. Now look I I know I got some typos and things so be patient with me folkz.... Cause I get excited when I write... Okay there is no excuse 'cept that it's my page I do what I want! *smile*




Yeah when I was younger I could've been considered a geek. Always my eyes fixed upon a world none could see. Always seeking to escape from the mundane things of this life.

But a geek I think of as dreamer, someone one who delights in things outside of the ordinary.

Just Me Again

Just Me Again
And why not? Dreams were not meant for the sleeping times

For the ordinary world need not be such a boring place. There's always more than enough room for the things that make one smile.

Wolf Rider

Wolf Rider
Bear Claw

Blood Elven Prince

Blood Elven Prince
Worlds within worlds

Drow Hunting Party

Drow Hunting Party
Dark Elven Elegance

Adieu mes zamis....

Adieu mes zamis....
May the light of Elves shine upon you....I know it's corny but this is my page!