Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Kele Okereke - New Rules

More Kele Okereke. Pretty big deal apparantly in the UK.

Tiësto - It's Not The Things You Say feat. Kele Okereke

Yet another Kele track or at least he is featured on the track. Oh and his name is actually Kele Okereke. So not only is he a British man of African Descent he is African. Heeeaay. LOL! Well enjoy guyz.

Kele - Everything You Wanted

And this is Kele's new video. The boy can actually sing and I kinda feel this song. I know at least I can emotionally identify with the song. Still not necessarily my stee of musique mais, he has my support.

Kele - Tenderoni [New Single]

SO this is the new single to the openly Gay AfroBritish Star Kele whose album has recently dropped in the UK. It's song tell me what y'all think. Kele who knows is he setting a new trend for Black LGBT performers? I hope so.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Well it appears that somehow and someway things are slowly coming together. I even got a way to get a place now though I need to call the person today. We shall see how it all works out. For now though it appears that everything is falling together and that the right decision was to come back here. Thank God!

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Another day of struggle but not soo much I am optimistic things are going all right. Somehow and I can only credit the Providence of our Lord Jesus Christ things are just falling into place for me. So I'm going to go with that and just be thankful. And I am most thankful. This whole experience with Gogo in Protland and the deaths of my Aunt and Gram have been profoundly painful for me and they almost destroyed me but I am still here and I have survived worst frankly. As for the love thing... Guyz have been hollering at a kat and I have never really been any less interested. Plus I am seeing more and more the games that are played and perhaps since my mind is colored by this latest abysmal failure with Gogo I have no patience for it.
Par example last night was enjoying some time with this nigga HabaBekele at his house. Listening to music, he made dinner, we had plans to go up to the Hill and kareoke or whatever and then some other nigga alerts him. Wants to see him. So I pooed my black ass up and left. With very little rancor but I am not in a mood to share. His excuse was something like you didn't give me head and this guy will. Well good for that nigga. I told him that I hoped his little nasty friend was killed in a fiery car crash on the way to see him. I meant it to. What I wanted to say was you are a filty slut and you already have HIV so if this is how you contracted it by bed hopping and chasing after niggas as you are begging me to fuck you then yay for you. I hope you rot from the inside out and end up a putrid shell of grossness for all the world to see. Thankfully though I didn't say it. I just thought it.
So those are guys for me...Well except for Trumph. Yes and this man is still in my life for good or ill and I think more and more for good. For some reason he was the first person I saw when I got back to Seattle. And he isthere for me when he is able. I am grateful for that.
Oh and there is some guy on FB who has been talking to me, wanting me to be his man. It's kinda wierd. His name is ___________ and I dunno i have guys do that FB flirt thing with me before but he is very...I dunno there is a tinge of desperation that I do not feel to it. I am extrmely wary of that one and for once I am glad my cell is off. I would not want him calling me whenever. That would be a bit much.
Still things need to be done and life must be reordered continue holding me up in your prayers....

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Open Relationships [Season 5 Premiere]

Okay I lied but I do want to watch this.

C'est fois pou Afrique. Nous sommes tous Africans! Well we are and this is just an ice way top conclude my postings for today.

Jordin Sparks - Sos (Let The Music Play) Official Second Single

Heard this the other evening and I am really feeling it. Funny how you thinhk you have friends and they seem to all just disappear....

Brandy - Love Me The Most (Lyrics)

Because honestly you had to love me the most because trylly you did hurt me the worst twice...

Brandy-Locked in love (with Lyrics)

I am loving this song and even though I you are still no good for me at all GoGo I still love you and I forgive you for all you did even though now I need to take care of me and be away from you.
Si li se Dimanche. And I am still here. I am alive and I have had my needs met daily. Of course at times it has been difficult but life is still gloing and I beleive through all this I will be okay. God is blessing me and perhaps the mistakes I have made may be fixable. Of course that is the hope. I am willing to try though and that is really all i can do. I do know this though. For the moment I want nothing to do with love. Or anything that looks like it.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

I have returned to Seattle this afternoon to what I have returned I don't know. I went to Portland to see my ex Goldie and while I was there my Aunt Renee died, I ended up having a nervous breakdown, was taken advantage of by my ex and finazlly left to return to Seattle with no home. I feel suicidal and honestly I am thinking of just offing myself. Life, lving this rat race is making me tired. My step father told me not to come back but all of my things and my life is here andI could not bear to stay in Portland any longer and that place ws killing me again. Perhaps I should have stayed and let my ex drain me to death. Still now that I am here I ahve to fight to survive. The spark of life is not yet extinguished andI can do it but who really knows. On the other hand if I were to die who would care? I mean really what is so speacial about me? I am not even sure if I ever touch anyone around me anymore and I feel so depressed and so expendable. Oh my Lord I really do feel as if I want to die. I do not have the strength for this anymore. I do not have the strength. Aie mon Grand Met...I do not haveth strength.

Salut Mes Zamis Sak Passe!

Wassup Folkz this is me Kyon Saucier also known as Mr Kyon on A4A or Creole Elf on BGC.... Aww come on now like none of y'all are ever on those sites, yeah you are 'cause I've seen you... LOL!

Enter my world for a second... What? Huh? Well yes there are Black People in the NW and yes we have a vibrant culture up here. I mean naw Seattle aint Atlanta or NYC or DC or Chicago or any other city with a huge Black Population, but it's my home and there are few places as beautiful... Not too mention in all of the NW Seattle and Tacoma have the highest Black Population. So come on enter the world of Kyon....Yon Yon Yon.... Sigh. I was trying to make an echo sound. Now look I I know I got some typos and things so be patient with me folkz.... Cause I get excited when I write... Okay there is no excuse 'cept that it's my page I do what I want! *smile*




Yeah when I was younger I could've been considered a geek. Always my eyes fixed upon a world none could see. Always seeking to escape from the mundane things of this life.

But a geek I think of as dreamer, someone one who delights in things outside of the ordinary.

Just Me Again

Just Me Again
And why not? Dreams were not meant for the sleeping times

For the ordinary world need not be such a boring place. There's always more than enough room for the things that make one smile.

Wolf Rider

Wolf Rider
Bear Claw

Blood Elven Prince

Blood Elven Prince
Worlds within worlds

Drow Hunting Party

Drow Hunting Party
Dark Elven Elegance

Adieu mes zamis....

Adieu mes zamis....
May the light of Elves shine upon you....I know it's corny but this is my page!