Friday, January 23, 2009

Bonjou vas tous. Konmen z'affes? Bon j'espere. I am well not much to complain about for the first in long while things are begining to even out. It's sunny in Seattletoday a rare occasion even though it is still cold. Trumphj and I went to lunch today and are just kinda haning out for a minute while I just do my thang. Life is alright I am not tripping to much lately. What did you guyz thanik of Obama day? I loved it! I had a nice time that night at least and even though I had to work that day I still got to watch the inauguration. We shall see what becomes of those first one hundred days but so far he seems to be doing pretty good. I am just so glad the asshole, opps I mean Bush is gone. I hated him! But he is gone and now perhaps some the horrific damamge can be fixed that he left behind.

You know I am really having a bit of a time lately with balancing selfishness. Let me explain. See everyone is selfish. And that in and of itself is not such
a bad thing. At times being selfish is necessary. I mean someitmes yiou have to say no, many times you have to be down for yourself because no else will have you back, but at other times that shit aint cute. My friends have been telling me lately that while they love me I can be very much just for myself often. That bothers me. I mean I guess since the break up I have had to be about me. I mean no one else has really been there and it hass been hard to not always be in that mode. What i mean is that go for mine always mode. Simply because well you have been reading everything I been saying. I mean how selfish it too selfish? And I guess too why is it now so much harder to beleive anything a man who likes me says? Those males who seem to be attracted to me now I almost feel sorry for them. Almost. Not that i won't give them any play 'cause if I feel you I will but I just feel like I am colder. And it is harder to get into my heart now. I guard it so carefully.

I suppose it is just another part of growth or something. I don't know. Shoot me some comments I eman what do you think. Need some advice. I mean how selfish is too selfish? And have I finally become jaded and bitter. Well naw I aint. I know I aint. But I wish I could not be so cold. Well that's uit all of you be blessed and have a good weekend!!!

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Bonjou vas tous! How' life for all of you out in BLogland? Womderful I hope. I'm doing pretty well. Things between Javiav and I have been patched up, Trumph and are friends now beleive it or not, I'm not allowing mon jardin des hommes to stress me any longer and pretty much I am content. Work is even seeming to go better. All in all I feel good. And that's a plus. Why? 'Cause it is.

So let's see what of my adventures? Well okqy so last Friday Javia and I met up and worked out a truce, because well holding a grudge aint my thing. I mean I can hold one but not forever. I am the eternal king of second chances which soem have said to be a detriment to my character. I don't see it as such. I ma of course as I have gotten older using much more caution but I trully believe that most people are not beyond redemption. Anyone, if they desire to, can make postive changes for the better and become better human beings. Plus I mean I am a Christan and I serve a God whose all about second chances so who I am, as a mere mortal not to extend such grace. So Javiav and I met up and we were talking and decided to head to what passes for Seattle BGM club R Place. While there we ran into Javiav's crazy psycho White boy ex, Schiesskopf! I hate Schiesskpof because well he is schiesskopf. First of all he is not a pretty White male. He is pale, pasty, ill featured and he smells like a wet dogg. Well he does. Also he is crazy and got Javiav involved in some bad legal troubles. So I told Schiesskopf that if he ever fucked with Javiav again I would kill him and he has not bothered Javiav since. Good times!

Tonight Elizabeta aka Terry, Javia and I are supppsoed to hang out and watch some ofm y new movies I got and that will be nice. Today is laundry day I am washing all my clothes, further organizaing my spot, you know all that homey stuff. I dunno God sends us sop many blessings and it's just in how we process it. I can see now that myabe Trumph and I breaking up was not a bad thing and even though it has hurt I have grown a great deal. A faster, better, stronger Kyon without bionice. Even though aving hte bionices owuld be kickass. Ahh bien.

Well I have nothing beyond that but I will be blogging tomorrow be blessed all and show luv to all those who need it. And remember to err is human but forgiveness is divine. Always see the potential for others to be better than themselves even when they piss you off. Because that is really waht love is all about. Paix mes zamis!

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Bonjour guyz. Well life been a bit hectic. Runnin, runnin, and runnin. Working hard and just everything seems to be stressful. I mean life is okay but the job is stressing me, and my males are becoming a bit unruly. Yes I said males. J'ai un jardin. I have a garden of males. Nopt like a whole bunch but you know I have a pair and then a sapre. Oh whatever I'm single. I have not lied to any of them. I dunno I like them all in thier own ways I am just not ready for a relationship. I am waiting for one of them to grab me. So far one has in particular but... Well... I can't say this in English. Il a un petit zigi. Ouais et il est noir, ouais je connais! Incroyable. But his body is like all buff and stuff. And he is fine! Mais il a un petit zigi. Plus comme un kiki! LOL! I know I know! Then again there is more to life than zigi, comme quoi? Jus' kiddin' with that one.

Then there is Javiav. On Sunday night as I was coming home from work he calls me and tells me to come up to the Madison Pub, a waterhole we go to, for I dunno social time. Okay so it's snowing and it is coming down hard. I am broke. And I am hungry and I wanna go home andmake chicken burger with bacon, monterray jack cheese, and a fried egg on top. So I go up there and all the homies is there. I say wassup and start eating the peanuts cause I'm hungry and everyone is drunk. But me.

So then they all wanna leave. Like 20 minutes after I get there. Now I went to the Da Cuff and got an arm band before i went there cause I figured I did n't want to be out in the snow and ice I'll go back to the Cuff, have a beer and chil you know. Fucking Javiav is like lets go. And I was like I don' want to leace. It went back and forth for bout 10 minutes. Long sotry javiav flipped out and put his hands one me. Not a good thing. So I have been pretty much ignoring his drunken rage ass ever since. he still has not apologised either. Getting himself together was right. I shoul'dve left that nigga ale from jump. Oh well lesson learned.

I did however finally get my Christmas gift so I am doing some home improvement today and then maybe go to a movie or something. Going to have am e day. This is needed for me stay cool and together. Gotta get some hangers and ahampers and stuff. What ever. Still for that it is life is cool.

I still have my blessings and all is good. The dogs at my house no longwer bark at me, and my roo mate Katrina made me some Korean Barbeque chicken which was so good. Katrina the noodles were tasteless but your chicken was da shit. So now I am just sitting her blogging and I think I am finally loving life. The journey from Trumph to now has not been easy but every day it has gotten easier and funny how Trumph is now in my face alot more. Love what a crazy emotion huh? Be blessed guyz and adieu

Salut Mes Zamis Sak Passe!

Wassup Folkz this is me Kyon Saucier also known as Mr Kyon on A4A or Creole Elf on BGC.... Aww come on now like none of y'all are ever on those sites, yeah you are 'cause I've seen you... LOL!

Enter my world for a second... What? Huh? Well yes there are Black People in the NW and yes we have a vibrant culture up here. I mean naw Seattle aint Atlanta or NYC or DC or Chicago or any other city with a huge Black Population, but it's my home and there are few places as beautiful... Not too mention in all of the NW Seattle and Tacoma have the highest Black Population. So come on enter the world of Kyon....Yon Yon Yon.... Sigh. I was trying to make an echo sound. Now look I I know I got some typos and things so be patient with me folkz.... Cause I get excited when I write... Okay there is no excuse 'cept that it's my page I do what I want! *smile*




Yeah when I was younger I could've been considered a geek. Always my eyes fixed upon a world none could see. Always seeking to escape from the mundane things of this life.

But a geek I think of as dreamer, someone one who delights in things outside of the ordinary.

Just Me Again

Just Me Again
And why not? Dreams were not meant for the sleeping times

For the ordinary world need not be such a boring place. There's always more than enough room for the things that make one smile.

Wolf Rider

Wolf Rider
Bear Claw

Blood Elven Prince

Blood Elven Prince
Worlds within worlds

Drow Hunting Party

Drow Hunting Party
Dark Elven Elegance

Adieu mes zamis....

Adieu mes zamis....
May the light of Elves shine upon you....I know it's corny but this is my page!