So much is going on that I can barely think. Money issues, checks not coming but they will, financial aid not coming but it will, turning 32, stressed out so stressed out. I really know how it feels to be stressed out stressed out. When you're face to face with your adversity. So that is all out in the air and committed to God and from him will my help come. I firmly am keeping the faith behind that. It's all I can do at this moment. So I am blogging and helping my semi tech literate step father by tagging photos of him on facebook so he will have some pictures of himself up there. I gotta help the old man out I mean he has no idea what he is doing. I am smiling to myself thiniing of my stepfather. He's a good guy, he can be an ass sometimes but in general he is a good guy.

Now I am supposed to be doing homework but of course I am not, well the work I have to do will not be difficult at all i just want to knock it out because I have way too much goin on this week to worry about. Which iwll it's pretty easy what I have to do... Speaking of which sooo far classes are not difficult and seem to be pretty easy. I have some excellent instructors. I am confident that I will have no problems academics this quarter. Infact I am half bloggin and doing that paper right now. I know I know but i really can walk and chew gum at the same time. Yes ican. Vraiment!

I tell you things never seem to get any easier as you get older. I thought I would have it all figured out and be infallable. I know I spelled that wrong too... But HAH! Nope not the case. As far as that whole skin dries out thang... So untrue well maybe it is for the White People, they do begin to wither in their 30's most of them while we stay youthful and lovely. I know White People eat your hearts out! HAHAHAAH! But nope my skin is just as oily as it was ehen I was a teenager. If you hook up stuff to my face you can solve the worlds dependance on fossil fuels I promise you! I mean I've got zits now. On the other hand their is a sense of calm that comes... A most stronger sense of self that you didn't always have.

So as I approach Saturday ishall keep all that in mind. And attempt to keep myself from being traumatized.