Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Delour delour delour. That is the French and French Creole word for pain. Something which all of us as humans are more than well acquainted with. These days it seems everyone is hurting in different ways. Most of us are hurting economically and this is where I shall start. I am late on my rent and having the craziest time awaiting the Unemployment moneies I am supposed to be getting. That in of itself is maddening. I am kinda worried about what will happen but so far just leaving it in the hands of God. Apparantly I am supposed to get my checks to start next week. Meanwhile I ahve begun applying for a scholarship via the Pride Foundation an LGBT foundation that helps folkz in School. I hope I will get it.... But as you can see money is at the top of the list of hurting for folkz. Everyone it seems is doing badly from my friends to my parents. To myself. Well duh right? Being a student is being poor. On the flipside I had an aiight birthday. Erock took me out to dinner at the Broadway grill and I drank alot of alcohol. I went to the Cuff and some other place. The next day I got a phone call from someone I had not heard from in a while, Rhone. Rhone and I started talking and then we met up and I got post birthday love... And I have kinda had a lil crush for Rhone and so we may end up exploring that.... But I am not really like putting alot into it yet.... Since the Siafu dating experience I am really much more witholding on that whole falling for someone part. Since Siafu I just started to just do what I had to do and focused on other things. So far so good I mean I have had alot of other things to think about.

You know as we talk about pain what is so funny to me is theat even when weare hurting we can still have the ability to help others in some ways. A schoolmate of mine has being going thru some tough stuff emotionally and financially even though I been going thru it myself I was able to give her a good word and just be beside her for awhile to encourage. I also rejoiced with her for a financial blessing she received. It's always important to rejoice with others even and especially when you're breakthrough has not happened. It speeds it along for one and God will give you unplanned for blessings. So there is that.

Right now I am just prayful and waiting for things to turn around while still staying sane enough to study. Which I have been able to do for so far. Oh and I also helped Rhone find his phone he lost too. You know I felt better when I helped those who needed it. So my point is if you are hurting see how you can help your fellow man or woman. You will find that it benefits your soul just as it does theirs. Be blessed et adieu.

1 comment:

.::RoCkii*BoXxE::. said...

You have never lied. A good word really does go a very very long way. im just now getting employed again and trying to reassemble.

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