Wednesday, June 03, 2009

"I'd rather sleep in the middle, middle of my bed alone and not hurting over you. That's better than sleeping on the side crying at night silently watching you sleep. I'd rather sleep in the middle." And so I would. Don't get me wrong sleeping with someone else can be nice but with these heat and plus the fact that I don't really know that I want to rush into a relationship I'd rather sleep in the middle. But we can do the damn thangf on the side! LOL!!! Bonjour mes amis. Sup with y'all? Hoepfully where you live is as lovely as it is here. The sun is still here and I love it!!! I am having a most wonderful time in it. For the past two days this week, Mon and Tues I attended a Grant Writing class put on for free by Accion Mutua this Latino HIV/AIDS orgnization. It was actuallly very good and I absorbed the info and my mind is stronger and so I will be better writing grants which seems not to be so bad these days. Oh and tomorrow I am preparing to try to send myself back to school. Well I started today but I don't want to say so much about it because I fear to even write of this fortune would attract something evil's attention and it would ruin it. THen I'd have to find that entity and destroy it. ANd that is just too much work. So just know things slowly are daily looking up and I am following some path to hoepfully the right destination.

"Oh I'm doing the wrong things! But now I'm doing them the right way!" Jus kidding. Well not really no I am. I mean I am not dealing with certain things, and in soome ways while I still love to dance and sing and skip about, climb trees and sing to the moon on summer nights and drink.... I don't do it nearly as much as I once did. And it is true for me as I have heard that as you get older you stop caring so much what anyone thinks. Which is true. Even sometimes people who are your friends. I guess now I am so concerned for my well being and my happieness that if you are not with me to help me or be there for me, then you are inconsequential to my needs or you are part of the problem. I don't have time for the things I used to put up with. Speaking of which JAviav really pissed me off this week and I think this will be the last time he angers me. Ever! Non I won't do anything to him other than deprive him of my friendship. I am not a SNITCH! Never have been. Why SNITCH when you can WHITE MAIL? See I call it WHITE MAIL instead of BLACK MAIL because let's just be real here doesn't BLACK MAIL sound like somethin' a WHITE MALE would do? Yes it does. SO I see WHITE MAIL. Plus believing a HOB instead of a dark Elf like me? Whatever it is of no consequence what's done is done.

Anyways besides the grant writing class I had fun this last weekend with Anne Elizabeth aka Titania Queen of the Summer Court aka my beloved friend Terry!!!! We tore the club up and danced and laughed at people with ugly clothes which hey isn't that why we all go to the club! OF COURSE!!!!! LOL!!!!!!!!!! Oh by the way I am Mab the Queen of the Winter Court. Not cause I like Winter I am just kinda evil. Me and Terry or excuse me Terry and I must always balance each other. And on Dimance I went to church and that was nice because they fed us all day and well I like free food.

Let's see what else aie aie aie!!!! I got an IPOD. A new gadget. Now if I can only stop erasing it. SMile. Alright my loves. I suppose that it is all I have to go. May the light of sun and love of life warm your hearts and then may you share that warmth with another who needs it!!! IT's SUMMMER!!!!!! HURRAH!

Oh I almost forgot on Sunday at Church I am doing a solo. No of course I won't burst into flames, how dare you? What an ugly thing to say. But maybe pray that I do okay and that I don't shatter anyone's eardrum. I know never a dull moment and every day an adventure. Well it aint my fault you read this. Bissous boiz.....

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Salut Mes Zamis Sak Passe!

Wassup Folkz this is me Kyon Saucier also known as Mr Kyon on A4A or Creole Elf on BGC.... Aww come on now like none of y'all are ever on those sites, yeah you are 'cause I've seen you... LOL!

Enter my world for a second... What? Huh? Well yes there are Black People in the NW and yes we have a vibrant culture up here. I mean naw Seattle aint Atlanta or NYC or DC or Chicago or any other city with a huge Black Population, but it's my home and there are few places as beautiful... Not too mention in all of the NW Seattle and Tacoma have the highest Black Population. So come on enter the world of Kyon....Yon Yon Yon.... Sigh. I was trying to make an echo sound. Now look I I know I got some typos and things so be patient with me folkz.... Cause I get excited when I write... Okay there is no excuse 'cept that it's my page I do what I want! *smile*


C'EST MOI! IT'S ME!

C'EST MOI!  IT'S ME!
Sak Passe? WAZZUUUUUPPPPP!

Bishop

Bishop
Yeah when I was younger I could've been considered a geek. Always my eyes fixed upon a world none could see. Always seeking to escape from the mundane things of this life.

But a geek I think of as dreamer, someone one who delights in things outside of the ordinary.

Just Me Again

Just Me Again
And why not? Dreams were not meant for the sleeping times

For the ordinary world need not be such a boring place. There's always more than enough room for the things that make one smile.

Wolf Rider

Wolf Rider
Bear Claw

Blood Elven Prince

Blood Elven Prince
Worlds within worlds

Drow Hunting Party

Drow Hunting Party
Dark Elven Elegance

Adieu mes zamis....

Adieu mes zamis....
May the light of Elves shine upon you....I know it's corny but this is my page!