Bonjou vas tous!!!! Il fait du soleil et il fait beau, et je suis tres content!!! j'adore le soleil! Les oiseaux chantent et les insects sont degoutant mais ce n'est pas une probleme parce que il fait beau!!!!! And I am loving it!!!! I am wearing a tank top and do not feel like a fool because it actually makes sense to wear it today. it is after all like 70 something degrees outside. And the day is just gorgeous. I went for a little walk and I think I shall go for another later. I dunno it is just so perfect today. I am loving the day. Loving the day!!! so if you are somwehre and it beautiful get out and take advantage of the sun. I feel like an Elf! LOL!!! I love the sun!!!!

On the flipside I think I have a date this week with some guy that I think is handsome but who I dunno. We will see we're supposed go to the movies. Who knows. He already has been hard to pin down and he thinks Seattle men aren't shit which I have to kinda agree with him. However I will keep an open mind if he will. I said hey I kinda like you I just want to get to know you. Does it not irritate you when a male will not let you start anew? What I mean is when you are held responsible for some other male's issues or mistakes. It's like oklay those other niggas did that shit but I aint shit I just met you gimme a chance. I dunno I havebeen thinking about relationships and me lately a bit these days. Trust me it does not take all of my intellectual capabilities I just been thinking about it and well...

I have decided that I am going to forever be the aproacher of the male I want. I always have approached all the guys I like I'm just going to have to keep doing that. I have also discovered that I am going to have to start holding out more and longer with men and be a lil supspect. Guys for some reason do not think I feel sometimes I am husband material so that will change that. By me just being less dick or ass happy when ti comes to a guy I really like I may be alboe to make a more asting impression. Also I am not mor am I any longer going to be all using dating to find the one. Let me explain. I'm having fun and if someting develops of course I would pursue it but now adays my expectations are not all like oh Imma find a husband. I am just like let's just get to know each other. Which I don't think anyone knows what that means sometimes. Like GW3 they think becausey ou a re younger than them you are stupid and will give them the goods for a little something or a lotta something, uhm naw. I said get to know you. Not be your bedmate or your sex slave automatically.

So that is all to say after way too much analysis that I would like this date to go like this. Brotha and I go to the movies. He pays for his dam self I aint rich at all, movie is good, Maybe we do a little cuddle stuff not too much just enough, then maybe after a drink or two and a kiss. Sex later on. So here is to that date! SALUT!!! So well I'm going out and run in the sun!!! Adieu.........