Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Ahhh printemps a Seattle. Nothing like it anywhere else mais ete est mieulleure! At any rate le soleil is struggling to shine behind a viel of gris et qui savez, peut-etre il fait du soleil. J'espere il ferras beau. I need the sun to shine on me. So I have a job lead which is nice, today I will get my lil unemployment cheque, life is not so bad and I fancy getting out of my home ofr a while. I have been pretty much in my home and hood for the past 4 days and I have been slowly going stir crazy en rhuemee ou pas!
Trumph is at my home right now, he had an axiety attack and told me he might relapse so I came to his aid to just listen, I didn't do so much ofthat though becauseh e used my phone to call his mom and told her his woes. Which is good because now he feels good, I myself fixed him a cup of green tea and got myself together for the day. I feel kinda cute and springy today for Seattle at leat which is alright though I need a hair cut which I will be getting today. I need to. It looks not right. So let's do it again meet Key at the spot so we can dot- dot -da-da- da! Okay that's not a thought that is a line in song I like that I am listening to as I blog. What?! Like your mind has never wandered avec la musique. Come on now...
So it appears today that things are finally cmoning full circle. I feel clam and a song of gladness in my heart.

King Henry the 8th was right in his sermon. It is better to be awake in your life, for when you are awake you can better hear the voice of God, and see him at work in even just the smallest things. One's heart is open to feel, to hear, and to be receptive to his grace, his wisdom, and his love. I am listening now to Hey Now by Carl Thomas. It makes me think of Goldie to hear this song....I remeber years ago, on nights when it as warm he would hold me against him and sing this to me. And I would fall asleep in his arms surrounded by his warmth and my heart full of love from to the very tip of my head. And Goldie would say,
"Heaven must be missing an angel tonight and he is here with me, and how then could I ever let him go back to the sky?" And my heart melted.... Ahh love in the past, even though it is past and long gone not all of the memories are bad. A little time with you-oooouuuuuuuu...... I want is spend you-oooouuuuu-uuuu..... Baby hey-hey oho.... Ahhh such a love it was when it was good. Here I type got in a memory of a love that sometimes when I am alone I still wish in a small part of me I still had.... Ahh bien that is the past and it belonghs there. I wonder if I shall ever love lie that again? Who knows... I am in no rush.

I have no lessons to teach this day, nothing profound to say. I have only my feelings to put out and I will let them rush out here like floodwaters from my soul... I just feel this profound sense of being okay and I am glad for that. The love of God is surrounding me and I know that finally in my heart once again, that his love is enough. I dunno about y'all but hey I am human, caught up in this busy world and sometimes I forget about it. Sometimes the stillness of God's voice can get lost in hustle and bustle of life, the good and the bad times which it seems to inundate our lives....

So today Kyon is okay. And that is okay. *smile*

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Salut Mes Zamis Sak Passe!

Wassup Folkz this is me Kyon Saucier also known as Mr Kyon on A4A or Creole Elf on BGC.... Aww come on now like none of y'all are ever on those sites, yeah you are 'cause I've seen you... LOL!

Enter my world for a second... What? Huh? Well yes there are Black People in the NW and yes we have a vibrant culture up here. I mean naw Seattle aint Atlanta or NYC or DC or Chicago or any other city with a huge Black Population, but it's my home and there are few places as beautiful... Not too mention in all of the NW Seattle and Tacoma have the highest Black Population. So come on enter the world of Kyon....Yon Yon Yon.... Sigh. I was trying to make an echo sound. Now look I I know I got some typos and things so be patient with me folkz.... Cause I get excited when I write... Okay there is no excuse 'cept that it's my page I do what I want! *smile*


C'EST MOI! IT'S ME!

C'EST MOI!  IT'S ME!
Sak Passe? WAZZUUUUUPPPPP!

Bishop

Bishop
Yeah when I was younger I could've been considered a geek. Always my eyes fixed upon a world none could see. Always seeking to escape from the mundane things of this life.

But a geek I think of as dreamer, someone one who delights in things outside of the ordinary.

Just Me Again

Just Me Again
And why not? Dreams were not meant for the sleeping times

For the ordinary world need not be such a boring place. There's always more than enough room for the things that make one smile.

Wolf Rider

Wolf Rider
Bear Claw

Blood Elven Prince

Blood Elven Prince
Worlds within worlds

Drow Hunting Party

Drow Hunting Party
Dark Elven Elegance

Adieu mes zamis....

Adieu mes zamis....
May the light of Elves shine upon you....I know it's corny but this is my page!