Thursday, May 28, 2009

Sak passe mes zamis! I know I know it has been a while since I posted. Don't hate me too much amours. Let's see? What adventures or crazieness have I encountered. More than my share of both I can tell you that. There have been parties and gatherings abouding as Titania bathes Seattle in all of her spring and summery glory. Right now the sun is shining ouais il fait du soleil and I am feeling non delour. Of course with the sun comes the people in all of their glory as everyone begins to do their peacock and glamour struts round the ville. I am glad for it. It has been too long that we have not seen the sun. Oh joyousness the sun is here and my favorite time of the year ete is almost upon us all.

SO with Summer comes me being in heat. I don't know why but lately I have been noticing males more. I just stare and start breathing a bity too deeply and I want them. Oh God I want them. It has been awhile since I have been topped and I am feeling that happening to me again. So I am very attentive to males now. Black males of course though lately some of the White ones are turning my head but I would have to top them. I'm sorry no White man gets to do me. No. Verboten. Anyways there are not so many of the People here but enough... Enough that I feel like I am on fire and my skin is hot and not from the sun. ANd when a male who is suitable is near I can't help but smell him and my phermones and hormones are raging and I should take care of this soon. I just want to mate you know...? *smile* SO yeah I'm in heat. Anyone care to come and relieve me of this burden? *wink*

On to other things. Still looking for work but I have been busy doing grant writing with POCAAN, the People of Color Against AIDS Network and that has been good as far as putting some more cash in the pocket and keeping me from being bored and waiting around for someone to call. Plus it is developing some hefty professional skills that I need and grant writing isn't so hard. Except those SAMHSA ones. They can be brutal. But I have decided to do this worker retraining which the state will pay for and I'm going to go for that on Mon of next week an apply for that to get that together. It thousl work out well I hope. They have counseling program that I want to do so here is to the future. May it be bright.

Things have been a struggle I won't lie but they have not been 2 bad. I have had some experiences and that is all I will say about a certain something that befell me. However that has past and all is well may Jesu be praised.

So my friends.... Well apparantly once again the sun has made some of my folkz loony. Today Javiav and I are meeting at the park to discuss the future of a friendhship that I fear will not survive. I am done with it. He is a good guy and I love him and do not want to loose his friendship but I can't be spoken the way he speaks to me. I have fought off controlling males in the romantic sphere and I abhor such control. I damn sure will not put up with such ridiculousness with a friend. Lately I am just unwilling to deal with crazy males in love or in friendship period. I am not someone who any longer enjoys love hate relationships. THey are draining and stupid. So I dunno I hate to say this but I feel just about through. Just about.

Still my fiends are well and this ete it has change in the air. I can't put my finger on it but I feel something wonderous coming for all of us. ANd I myself inside I am ready and waiting.... So even though I am struggling financially, single and sleeping alone more than I would care to admit, my faith is still holding true and my life is still wonderful. I have so many blessings to be thankful for.

Oh and I have been reading some good books lately. Mostly the Dresden Files. I love those books and I have only 2 more to get and I will have the whole series. If you have not read the Dresden Files and you like Sci fi and horror check out these books they are awesome.

Goodness me look at the time my loves. Well I gotta go but yeah I am alive and well. All of you be blessed!!!! Adieu. And wish me luck in my male hunting.... Bissous.....

2 comments:

Sean Stone said...

Hang in there, baby. It seems a lot of us are caught up in the grind. Things will get better for He'll give you no more than you can bear.

Stay blessed!

Kyon Saucier said...

Thanks Myronne

Salut Mes Zamis Sak Passe!

Wassup Folkz this is me Kyon Saucier also known as Mr Kyon on A4A or Creole Elf on BGC.... Aww come on now like none of y'all are ever on those sites, yeah you are 'cause I've seen you... LOL!

Enter my world for a second... What? Huh? Well yes there are Black People in the NW and yes we have a vibrant culture up here. I mean naw Seattle aint Atlanta or NYC or DC or Chicago or any other city with a huge Black Population, but it's my home and there are few places as beautiful... Not too mention in all of the NW Seattle and Tacoma have the highest Black Population. So come on enter the world of Kyon....Yon Yon Yon.... Sigh. I was trying to make an echo sound. Now look I I know I got some typos and things so be patient with me folkz.... Cause I get excited when I write... Okay there is no excuse 'cept that it's my page I do what I want! *smile*


C'EST MOI! IT'S ME!

C'EST MOI!  IT'S ME!
Sak Passe? WAZZUUUUUPPPPP!

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Yeah when I was younger I could've been considered a geek. Always my eyes fixed upon a world none could see. Always seeking to escape from the mundane things of this life.

But a geek I think of as dreamer, someone one who delights in things outside of the ordinary.

Just Me Again

Just Me Again
And why not? Dreams were not meant for the sleeping times

For the ordinary world need not be such a boring place. There's always more than enough room for the things that make one smile.

Wolf Rider

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Bear Claw

Blood Elven Prince

Blood Elven Prince
Worlds within worlds

Drow Hunting Party

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Adieu mes zamis....

Adieu mes zamis....
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