So things are okay for today I start seeing my shrink today that'll be a riot I suppose not sure of how I feel about that but that's life. I suppose this is what one must do. Javiav and I hung out yesterday evening and htat was okay. I dunno life has been cool and I have been happy for the most part every day what you amek of it I suppose. And I have been enjoying being single a little more if only because I can have sex with whoever I want again and yesterday I figured shit it's been awhile I want some ass so I got some. It was aiight I mean it did what I needed it to do.

Oh come not like none of y'all never got that kinda itch. I think I kinda opened the floodgates now because all of sudden I am extremely horny. I want everyone now. Oh well shit it was bound to happen at some point. These are the times I hate living in the NW. Lack of black men who like black men here in the NW it always kills me. All these fine black men into scraggly looking white men. I will never get that. I just won't.

Whatever the case things are evening out and I'm feeling pretty good hopefully this will all be of benefit well of course it will be and we shall just see. Well wish me luck guyz...