Tuesday, October 10, 2006

So today is my 29 birthday and I feel wretched. I had some good news as I have a place to stay in a church which is loud, big and dark. There is an apartment there but I unfortunately am not able to get it, some female is living there. Just my luck which it is becoming more and more clear is horrible. I am so full of self hatred, rage, and doubt I could scream. All I keep hearing from people is empty platitudes. If that isn't enough I don't yet have a key to the church so I can't even come and go as I please and go out and have a drink or something like that! It's my birthday but it feels like mon jour de merde right now and I am HATE IT!!! I DESPISE THIS SITUATION AND I NEVER WILL GO THROUGH THIS AGAIN!!!
How did it get to this point you may ask?
It is a long story and I do not want to get into it but neeedles to say I am exhausted, tired, and my eyes ache with tears which will not fall. I feel so hopeless and that is the feeling of today...Hopeless.

ON the flipside I went to the library today and got three books of which I will be giving you reviews of on this blog, the last of the Tree of Life Trilogy, The Last Orphan and some book set in Saudia Arabia that I can't recall, all of the fiction is international. Something about reading stuff by folks from other cultures...It makes you grow.

All of you out there have a blesed night and hey
Bon anniversaire a moi,Bon anniversaire a moi,Bon anniversaire a Kyon...Bon anniversaire a moi. I think this is the worst birthday I have ever had....
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