Friday, October 08, 2010

Thursday, October 07, 2010

Bonjou vas tous c'est tres tot pou moi aujourd'hui, and yeah I am not fully awake. Well how have I been doing. I have been doing. Perhaps lately a bit overwhelmed at times, and at other times not so much. I am dealing with things as they come and doing what I can. Things have most definitely changed for me. I love the doctors or at least what they do for with keeping me healthy and under my doctor's gentle observations I have remained healthy...However going to them because I have 2, well I dread it. Blood, always my blood is spilled. Okay that sounds hella dramatic but that is what takes place. I have blood drawn out of me every time I visit and the needles only seem to be getting bigger. I swear last time I went for labs the needle they drew blood with was for a freaking horse! And I hate it because well I mean I don't like pain. I know some of you are saying well u could've prevented all of this but please don't go there. I know more than anyone else. Also I have been sometimes feeling a little hypo or rather I am guarding against hypochondria which is easier said than done because I am always wondering... But enough of that and talk of illness and blood and doktes for the moment.
School is going well as can be expected. Already I have had papers assigned and who knows what I was thinking with taking 16 credits but I am doing pretty well and I am glad for that. Of course while my tuition has been paid I found out that my books had not been paid for so I had to appeal for emergency aid to get some from the school 'cause I can't afford 'em. Ouais pauvre comme a squirrel in winter. Pray I get that aid I needthose books. My birthday in 3 days and I have no idea how that is going to go, I am not really interested in it this year, and I have a Boyfriend now, yes Mr. W and I have decided to try this.... So far I am not complaining about him so much, but the other day Javiav came over to my apartment and made an ass of himself and I am now finally done with him and his supposedly non existent, stalkerish, infatuation that he refuses to admit. No trully I am. he verbally attacked Mr. W and exposed some confidences that I had put in him about Mr. W and this time for some reason (though in reality I suppose looking back why was I shocked at his behavior? He has done this so many times before,) but I was. The I know this much he will not again. He is no longer a confidant. Not ever, the betrayal like that rooted in jealousy, it drives me crazy and I am so tried of having to be so careful of Javiav's forever mixed up feelings. So I won't anymore. That was easy. I thankfully was able to smooth things over with Mr. W but who knows.
And then Trumph. I have not seen him in days but I miss him and well maybe I am not as over him as I want to be. I understand now how Gogo said to me once that you can trully be in love with 2 people. Gogo.... Pleasing thoughts. I will cross these bridges when I come to them.
Part of my issues as of late is that I have been really stressing myself out about and I need not do that. It is just this year has been one of the most trying and I have had some trying times. Once again we shall see.
Well the other day Mr. W and I were going to visit a friend and this old woman was standing there looking all distressed. And you know I talk to anyone. I do and I am not so sure it is a good habit. Still I do it. So I said Hi, you know 'cause I thought she would be like we parked in her husbands spot or son's spot or some spot and I asked her how you doing and she said terrible! Okay so the rest is like this:
Kyon: Oh what's wrong honey?
Old LAdy (OL):They killed my cat!
Kyon: I'm so sorry what was the kitty's name?
OL: SWEETS! They killed Sweets! They murdered her! They said she had cancer but she wasn't in any pain they didn't have to put her to sleep and they murdered her!

Now at this point we begin moving off and the old woman is now in rant mode, never moving after us but her voice rising ever steadily in volume.
Kyon: Well she did have cancer I am so sorry amour!
I called that out to her because I didn't care anymore. Well I didn't. However hse kept on ranting.

OL:And the govt sucks! THEY ARE KILLING ALL THE WILD ANIMALS AND THEY NEED TO LEAVE THEM ALONE.LET THEM RUN FREE!
Then she adds : AND YOU'RE NEXT!
How telling. Man someone murdered Sweets and fucked it all up. And shit before the weekend I had no idea. Someone killed Sweets! That is why all the things are the world are messed up you know. Cause someone killed Sweets. Damn you for murdering her. LOL! Well I am doing well and I am keeping you all updated. Be blessed.

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